Writing as
Motion
Eleonore Schönmaier
Thinking actively as a way of creating poems happens
in my life now almost as intuitively as breathing. If the days are overly busy
with other necessary work the writing may be less but few days in my life exist
without a poem lingering on the edges. I however need an enormous amount of
space around my thoughts to write a truly great poem.
When I want my thoughts to unspool in new creative
ways I turn to vivid distractions such as wonderful conversations and
long-distance walking. Matthew Bevis
writes, "Distraction is a time between times, a time in which we become
momentarily subject to the non-thought inside thought. And this is the time-or
one of the times-of poetry.
Attention can be helpful later on as part of the process of revision, but for
vision itself poets stand in need of distraction." Many times I write my
poems in my mind while I'm in motion: walking or cycling. I often carry a camera but rarely carry a
notebook and I have to keep new poems alive in my mind until I'm home. The actual writing is a form of memory and
memorising.
When I perform on stage together with musicians, I
recite my poems from memory. The work of memorising for the performances is in
a sense returning the poems to their origins.
For a new poem I begin with the visual followed by
sound so that my poems are paintings and music before they become words. Henri Cartier-Bresson
said, "To take a photograph is to align the head, the eye and the heart.
It's a way of life." The same is true for my life and work as a poet.
Learning how to write was for me like learning to
swim: blissful immersion combined with forward motion. And with time I could
cover longer and longer distances and I now also float with greater ease. When
high waves wash over me I've learned how to breathe without swallowing water
and in true storms the poems themselves become the life raft. Last summer while
waiting in the emergency department I calmly recited the many memorised poems
in my mind. They're like the beating of my heart: the words never cease in
their calm or rapid-pulse presence.
Eleonore Schönmaier’s most recent book is Dust Blown Side of the Journey from McGill-Queen’s
University Press. Her other collections are the critically acclaimed Wavelengths
of Your Song (2013) and Treading
Fast Rivers (1999). Her poetry has been set to music by Canadian,
Dutch, Scottish, American and Greek composers including Emily Doolittle, Carmen Braden and Michalis
Paraskakis. The New European Ensemble has performed her poetry in
concert. She has won the Alfred G. Bailey Prize, the Earle Birney Prize, and
was a Sheldon Currie Fiction Prize winner. Her poetry has been widely
anthologized, has been translated into Dutch and German, and has been published
in Best Canadian Poetry. https://eleonoreschonmaier.com